Over the last two days my little studio in Stourbridge has seen a steady and constant flow of visitors. My first ever open studio event of any kind came as part of a programme of activity that supports my Art Council supported project to produce a new body of work whie sharing my learning with a wider audience.
It was a pretty strange but surprisingly pleasant experience. Getting the studio together was a much bigger job than i expected. Although I did decide i wanted two new walls to be built (last Monday) to give me more room to show work. The space is now much more fit for my next phase of work so the benefits of that work will be felt for ages.
The studio space also saw the arrival of a new roomie. My really good friend Jon Sanderson who is doing a fantastic job of becoming an amazing upholsterer needed a bit more room as his client list grows and grows so he has now taken up residence in the space. I am really looking forward to the calming influence of Jon’s craft on the space. He comes with the added bonus of being fantastic at making spaces look very cool!
Despite being very busy painting over the last few months I have found it very difficult to get into the habit of writing regularly. I often feel overwhelmed by the swirling thoughts about the work. I will start hear though. Seeing older work hung with newer and having friends and family around as well as local people made me look at my work in a very different way.
I am rightly i think feeling highly critical of my output. I know however that that is not the most useful thing to get into. Much more interesting to think about why I found it so difficult to share my work this weekend.
I think that in one way seeing the work up and people engaging in it highlighted that gap between where I want the work to be and where it is. This is the benefit of showing for an artist isn’t it? We build a perception of what we have done or of the progress we feel we have made. Then in the face of real people standing in front of it we see it for what it really is.
I know it would help to get over my fear of writing about the work and my ideas and actually engage in some dialogue . I make a renewed vow to do that here. I know that the two people who might read this will no doubt cut me some slack and allow me to wronger that a wrong thing!
Thanks to everyone that came to see me and Jon and offer their support and to everyone that helped get the thing together!