My eyes hurt, I feel sick, I am cold. Getting towards 24 hours with 1 hours sleep now.
The train carriage is quiet tonight and the clouds are high and bright white. I feel a bit like I’m entering another level of consciousness. Like I imagine fasting must do.
I am in a battle with my emotional thinking about a unfortunate situation. As usual I panic and cry instead of being strong.
Some testing days ahead. A bit of me thinks it would be good to make a change to that reaction a lot of me is giving up trying.
Just going to close my eyes. Be right back.